Tuesday, September 13, 2011
I'm sorry...
He says that I give up all my power, but I don't understand what power I supposedly have. And he doesn't understand that I don't matter when it comes to the law. I don't matter in the eyes of the public. He calls me his .wife and says they're my kids but they aren't. If we were to split I would get nothing, none of the children that I've come to see as my own, no money, nothing, I'd be left high and dry. And he doesn't understand that, and i can't make him understand it. I can't make him see that I am nothing, that I have nothing. No power, no strings, nothing to attach me to him. All I have is our love and that can be severed with nothing but a few words. But as always, I'd rather he be happy than have to fight with me. So, I'll close my mouth, smile, and pretend like nothing is wrong. I'll be everything he has ever dreamed of, just so I can see him smile, just so he will never be upset. I'll be anything he wishes and more.
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