Tired of this.

In my fight for what I want things have only gotten worse. I get treated like the hired help. I cook, I clean, I take care of the children, I perform as needed in everything. We sat up all night playing monopoly just for the hell of it and by the end of the game when things were getting tight she pitched a bitch fit because she had nothing left. I'm tired, I'm angry, and I'm the one whose wrong.

Also, there is a HUGE chance that I'm pregnant and all either of them can say to me is "well, we can't afford another kid right now." It's just like yes, I know that, but that does not mean that you get to treat me like shit because of it. It takes 2 to make a baby.

My life has just kinda gone to hell and I need a serious break.

Day I don't even know...

Things have gotten a little better. We don't fight as much but that's only because I've stopped telling him what's on my mind and all that other stuff. If something bothers me I just push it away and everyone can happily move on. I hate that he won't talk to me and that he doesn't understand when I try to explain things to him but I love him all the same and I wouldn't give it up for the world. Hopefully one day my dream will come true.